2nd time...

I had a dream about "him" again...
this time is the 2nd time in this month
the 1st one is on this Sunday

What's wrong with me ?

I don't feel like I want him to be mine right now..
yea,, coz right now I don't feel so much desire of "him"

But, that's right that I've ever pray for "him" to be mine

Why did I pray ?

Well,, at that time I thought that I couldn't fell for someone else beside "him"

So I prayed so hard everyday that God will make "him" love me as well..
till the day I met THEM....

Yea.. I met YunJae,, the greatest and matchest couple at this time (or maybe for next hundred years...hehehe)

I fell for them because I can feel their chemistry
Though they were doing it just for show, but for me It's look like REAL!

Then I got a little attracted to the male one, Jung Yunho..

Well, he's really NAMJA.. that what most people said about him
Moreover, he's best at dancing, had a gentle voice, and handsome too
That last fact is one of a thing that Kim Jaejoong, the "beautiful" one, always shout out loud a lot

Unfortunately,, It looks like I still can't erase "him" from my mind, beyond of my reality

I think... the deepest heart of mine still want "him" to be my first and endless love after all

Well.. If that's the problem
I think all I can do right now and for the next time 'till I get "him" beside me is... PRAY

Yea.. only pray that I could do for this time...
Hhhh...